Rainbow Love

2011-11-24T19:02:00.000-08:00

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Quotable Quote: On Finding Love, Losing Love and Starting Over

2011-11-09T01:23:00.000-08:00

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
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- Gigi, He's Just Not That Into You

...

2008-09-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm goin' back to the start.. ='c

eternal sunshine of the spotless minds..=)

2008-06-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

- One of the best movies ever created.

describing this film as "just-good" is an understatement. Needless to say, this film is marvelous, superb, amazing..(tralalalala) (going on with adjectives)....

This is definitely one of those films that I can never grow tired of watching even for a gazillion times. =)

The plot is definitely a "must-love"! <3

It makes things seem so surreal, yet ending up looking as though it's genuine.
An art profoundly crafted to resemble a bitter memory of what had once been a sweet reality....
Though forgotten, for whatever reason, fate had led its way back from the way it was.. as if everything had been drawn back from yesterday....

I'll leave you now with a few of my favorite lines...

Joel: [in the house on the beach] I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride.

Clementine: So go.

Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting.

Clementine: I wish you had stayed.

Joel: I wish I had stayed too. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do.

Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone!

Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door!

Clementine: Why?

Joel: I don't know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know.

Clementine: You were scared?

Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation.

Clementine: Was it something I said?

Joel: Yeah, you said "so go." With such disdain, you know?

Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry.

Joel: It's okay.
[Walking Out]

Clementine: Joel? What if you stayed this time?

Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.

Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one.
[Joel comes back]

Clementine: Bye Joel.

Joel: I love you...

Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...

sO LoNg sWeEt sUmMer....

2008-05-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

Practicum really got me going all summer. It practically consumed the time in a year that I've grown so accustomed to just sitting-around-watching-tv-while-munching- on-some-junkies all day. hehehe.. at least, my practicum had taken away all my chances on once again becoming an ultimate couch potato this summer and had saved me from the ultimate couch potato terminator-my dear mom =). Being an intern, well, sort of like made me feel a teeny-tiny-little bit productive.

But since my PRACTICUM just ended last week, I'll be having my usual couch potato moment for a little less than a month before the classes finally start. I can't wait to be a student again.

It has been fun and educating to be a part of the real world for a little while=).. It is an experience worth remembering.. I hope to be a part of that world for real, well, right after I put my hands on the Diploma I'd earn from more than a decade of mind blowing braincells turmoil that is.(I won't be marching this S.Y.-maybe, by the time I graduate, the state of euphoria aptly intended for me would be over) Never have I thought that being an irregular student can be this complicated. =).. oh well...

anyhow, here are some pics to share

@ the office (EVENTSCAPE MANILA, MAKATI)

During the Mentos Blast Bar Tour

Metro's Mega Partey with the best DJ in the World, Tiesto @ The World Trade Center

DRINK FOR 2 EVENT @ MOA

I've gone through several events all throughout my practicum. Of all the events I've been through so far I'd say that this one is my favorite. This is definitely far from being fabulous. You won't ask to be here if you're trying to catch on some glamorous people. It's simple, no glam, no need to show off the trendiest branded bags nor designers clothes. For me, it is by far the best of what I've already seen all throughout my training. It is an event with a cause that only requires a couple of things, a kind heart and a helping hand to get it going.

The event is the campaign launch of the mission led by the collaboration of SM Supermalls and Unicef in helping the children of Masbate in their pursuit of clean and healthy living environment through clean water.

It is a mission that calls on every concerned individuals to be a part of a big cause by doing small act of charity.

SM Supermalls and Unicef unite to bring forth the SM BOTTLED WATERS that would help out hundreds of Children in Masbate. Buying an SM Bottled water allows us to help two of the hundred deprived children in Masbate to have a clean drinking water everyday.

It's not everyday that we can get the chance to make a difference out of a simple act as this. Let's us DRINK FOR 2.

our HUGGIES CROSSOVER DAYS..thanks to Sir Rus I've earned the first few bucks of my own =)

another agency crossover for the 3 of us..this is my last day as an intern =(.. An event for Belcon @blue Leaf

whew,,, I'm glad I've survived all of this!

next time I'm here, I hope not to be a student anymore.. =)... hehehe

we'll see.. =)

A YEAR OLDER

2008-05-26T00:32:00.000-07:00

.. I've been keeping you for a year now...

.. You've been embedded by my thoughts and endless sentiments on how both superb and ironically screwed up my life is...

... For a year, It has always been about me...

It's your time to shine after a long long year of being overshadowed by my words and emo-crap-dramas.. =)...

HAPI HAPI HAPI "ONE YEAR" TO MY BLOG =)HURRAH HURRAH.. =)

... just keep on squeezing my mind for the ever frustrating production of creative and considerably sensible "fruit juices" of my own. =)... ^_^

HAPPY

2008-04-05T14:06:00.000-07:00

This post is basically about me me me me me and just me.. hehehe. So if you can't practically stand me, don't read this =)

Allow me to play narcissist this time because I'm about to celebrate my 20th birthday in 4 days time! =)..hurrah hurrah

I got this comment from MyCommentCodes.com

And since I won't be able to blog on my birthday due to my sched, I'll celebrate it here ahead of time..hehe

It's time for my wish list...
let's see..

- a birthday cake with birthday candles..
- good food..
- lots of desserts
- presents..

hehehe kidding..

seriously, a hassle-free day and some loved ones to spend it with would be just great.

Anyhow, I've been wanting to write this letter for a long long time...

so here it goes..

DEAR GOD,

I THANK YOU FOR THE SUPERB 19-YEARS OF MY LIFE AND YET FOR THE YEARS TO COME =).. THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS STICKING WITH ME EVEN IN THOSE TIMES WHEN I TEND TO IGNORE YOUR PRESENCE.. THANK YOU BECAUSE I'VE BEEN SO BLESSED ALL MY LIFE.. =).. PLEASE HELP ME TO APPRECIATE EVEN THE SIMPLEST OF THOSE BLESSINGS.. =)..

TRULY, I COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE IN THIS LIFE,, =)..THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME AS MYSELF AND FOR MAKING ME SHARE MY LIFE WITH WONDERFUL PEOPLE... =). I OWE EVERYTHING TO YOU.. AND I'M SO THANKFUL OF WHAT MY LIFE HAS BECOME BECAUSE OF YOUR CONTINUOUS GUIDANCE AND BLESSINGS. MAY YOU CONTINUE TO BLESS ME AND MY LOVED ONES..

ABOVE ALL, THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND =)

LOVE LOTZ,

TRIXIE =)

AND YEAH, Thank you for the people who have been a part of my life. Thank you for all the long-lasting memories!

There's always some time in a year when we ought to be special.. hehe.. so I guess, Birthdays are one of those. So when birthdays come, it's our time in a long long year to stand out and savor the pleasure of the moment for one whole day.

meet my family =)

2008-03-07T18:33:00.000-08:00

meet the craziest yet the most important persons in my life !!! =)

Meet my papa:Bobby

A.k.A.: : the joker, the generous one.. hehe

Favorite bonding activity: joking around with mom.. ??, joyride (before)

What we love most about him: the way he treats almost everything in a "goofy" way =), making it look as though it's easy. hehehe...

Meet my mama: Tess

A.K.A: the "talker", the nagger(sometimes) =)the boss =)the emo =)the preacher

Favorite bonding activity: non-stop kwentuhan with my sisters =), shopping, eating, laughing out loud together, watching TV, talking about our lives and others..hehe

What we love most about her: the way she is! we just love everything about her, same goes with my father by the way =)She's the coolest mom ever! She's our fashion consultant,joker, manager, preacher, make up/cosmetic supplier, nurse, counselor, sister, and best friend =). We couldn't ask for more =)she's way too perfect for a mother ..heheh I'm a self-proclaimed mama's girl =)

now meet my sisters =)

Ate shie

A.K.A: The ATE of all ates, the monster, the wrestler..haha =)the kikay

Favorite bonding activity: nigh-outs, shopping, eating, talking about almost everything, laughing, joking around

What we love most about her: primarily her words of wisdom and scary comments on how we sometimes screw our lives with too much complications and troubles, hehe.. For being outspoken and honest about the way we look, we act,and even for the way we think, though irritating, it kind of like pushes us to be better. =)

Mimi

A.K.A: the current center of attraction..hehe..

Fave bonding activity: "boys-talk" hahaha, girls talk, sisters talk, kikay talk, practically just talking..hehe.. eating, arguing (sometimes) =p, watching Ranma 1/2 and other animes =)

What we love most about her: okay, let's be honest, she's of sort of like becoming really stubborn nowadays. She's often misunderstood. However, there's always this one thing about her that makes her special =). Her sweetness and care. Her concern towards the things that truly matter. Her pursuit of the things she wants even if it means trouble and difficulty. She's a fighter and I'm proud of that! I know she is too.. =)Just don't push yourself too hard on things that are not meant for you yet. We still got a long long way ahead of us =)..learn to wait =) Don't rush things

Yeye

A.K.A: bunso, The Philosopher YEYE (pilosopo kz =)

Fave bonding activity: magasaran hanggang my mapikon hahaha...!

What we love most about her: the way she thinks about life even in her young age. She's the smartest one in the family and we're all proud of that =) Her "pagiging sobrang pilosopo" that instead of being annoyed or irritated, we tend to just laugh at it (ikaw talo pagpinatulan mo.. hehe..). She's concerned on mostly everybody, though not expressive. =)

and the last but definitely not the least..the newest member of the family..

DRUMROLL

KUCHURAY!!!!

MUSIC PLAYING: "She" (notting hill) ^_^

Churay is a SHE alright =)..isn't she lovely?

A.K.A: ang baby ng bahay =)

Fave bonding activity: cuddling =)

What we love most about her: she's a cuddler =).. I'm not very fond of dogs before but having Uray now made me fall deeply in LOVE with them..hehe.. And I'm falling for this dog more everyday. =) hehe A real charmer =)

We're not perfect. We go through problems and hardships most of the time. We tend to argue on the silliest thing, laugh at the most ridiculous joke, get emotional on the pettiest reason,and bond on the most jologs activity. No matter how imperfect we are, I've been always sticking to the thought that by just facing the happiness and cruelty of life together we can make our family and lives though not perfect, but an inch closer to being one. =).

tralalalalala

2008-02-20T00:18:00.000-08:00

.. I almost lost my urge to update this blog, leaving it "oh so forgotten" for a long lonnnnnggg lonnnngggg time.

whew, aside from my overly busy sched, I've also experienced a major breakdown the past weeks. grabehhh... !! I have been put into the very brink of giving up my course, not to mention my dreams and ambitions, just because of one stupid comment regarding my paper work. I've been too sensitive about the stuffs surrounding my school life. I need to give myself a break... =).. I'm overdoing things.

Nobody knew exactly what was it about anyway,not even my friends. It was between me and my Prof. hmmmm.... cge na nga.. accepted.. I haven't been myself lately, more so, I've been consistently sucking on doing whatever things I intend to do. I know in my self that I have a lot to give, then why is that the situations are showing otherwise?.. question question..

Anyhow, just to make my whole whining moment subside, I must agree to this cliche; "That's life". We all have to face other's criticisms no matter how foul or even offensive those are sometimes. Surely, we can never please everybody but, there is always this big BUT, we can definitely please SOMEBODY. I wouldn't stop believing in my capabilities nor let another word ruin my determination of pursuing my goals neither. This is my chosen craft and I intend to make the most out of it. I may suck most of the time =) but I won't give up. Na ahhh

Whew, So much for this, I'm becoming a DRAMA QUEEN already.

Ironic as this may seem, but I have to shift on different mood this time..

coz I'm hapeeee happpeeee happppeeeee

In spite of all the dramas and hardships me and my group mates have put up with, we managed to finish our NEGROS NAVIGATION campaign together with the presentations and all that.. It's a wrap! =)

I've enjoyed every single part of the whole project! From the brainstorming down to the very last yet the most special moment of the entire activity, THE AWARDING.

We were able to produce and execute real advertising concepts for a real client and we got to present it to them as well. =)

We got to present our concepts in front of real practitioners of both advertising and client's industry.

An experience worth remembering =)

Thank you God, thank you for giving me so much strength! I owe it you big time

AVP by stella =)

=)

I'm so proud of my group! wohooo.. ADLIVES! =)

During our Video shoot @ Negros Navigation

Preliminary presentation/judging

Minutes before the final/real client presentation

notice: wala si jeru, xa kz ung tagakuha..hehe =)

@ the awarding

Not bad for starters =)

hurray to our group.. to the winners... to the participants.. to our prof, Sr. dan.. to the whole class of A304.. to the supporters.. and to everyone that had been a part of the whole activity!

Long-live advertising! =)

what dreams are made of?

2008-01-16T21:10:00.000-08:00

When I look back on my childhood days, I can still quite remember the things that I'd been too eager to be when I grow up. One of those was to be a famous, magnificent, brilliant SCIENTIST. =) I haven't figured out yet the reason on why on earth have I gotten myself into thinking that I want to be one. hehehe.. Maybe I'd been watching too much Dexter Lab that time or had been fully influenced by pinoy comedy movies that I'd been seeing around abscbn's movie time special about time machines and weirdo scientist. hehehe. hehehe.. that was like more than a decade ago by the way =).

When I was still very young to actually be literate enough to read and write, my only dream was to learn how to write so that I can make a letter for the people I love. hahaha.. oh so mushy. when I managed to sport myself the chance of learning how to read and write my only dream was then to learn how to draw, for me to sketch some pretty dresses and make myself a happy little fairytale.

When I got older and started attending school, my dream then turned out to be a fabulous fashion designer. I would draw dresses that seem to really amaze me that time and still amaze me up to now, only it's different this time, the dresses amaze me in a way that I see those as something very hilarious. hehehe.. (parang hello?.. these dresses are so odd, how come I thought of these designs back then).heheh. A couple of years later I'd been an ultimate anime fanatic and had been dreaming of making one (only, I suck at drawing, and it is a part of my dreams up to now).

Several years later. I finished elementary and started high school. I had already settled my mind during my sophomore year that I'd be taking up engineering for college but have to change it because I had realized that I totally suck at math, drafting, and measurements a school year after. huhuhuhuh... I loved them they hated me.. wooosh...

Then senior year came, the point in my life when I still don't know what to make out of myself. Months were slowly passing by and I couldn't really feel that I'm about to take the big leap out of High school until I found myself walking over the stage for our commencement exercise practice one day. Still, even after months nothing had change; I still don't know what I want and on what would I like myself to become in four years time. Weeks before graduation, I found myself applying at PNU for a Teaching Education and eventually spent a year there learning things on how to be an effective teacher. What I'd experienced and seen inside the campus was a total thing of learning. I get to learned extraordinary stuffs and meet incredibly intelligent people. One heck of a moment for a former teacher wannabe =). My journey didn't stop there. A year after I found myself at Lyceum taking up Mass Com. hahaha,,, and for now, I never stop learning new things and meeting new people. I'm still at Lyce. whew... fortunately! Somehow my mind is already settled on what can become of me and can give to myself in the future. My ultimate dreams now are to finish off college, manage to get my name listed on the graduates of year 2009, find the perfect job for my chosen craft, and finally, to see the world and take a lot of pictures and keepsakes alongside. hehehe.. Of course, never, not even in a gazillion years will I stop dreaming. I have to dream.. to get inspired... to work my ass off in every means that I can possibly do to reach my goals (except for the fantasy ones..ehehe) and look back on those days when what's only left of me was sprouting hope and some huge wild imagination, and to finally say with all humility(wushu); That I'm happy,I'm satisfied but I'll never stop dreaming.. =)

never stop dreaming... never stop believing... never stop working....

It'll get us somewhere...

hmmm

2007-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:00

ooohh... such irony! ... every thing's just so twisted. My world just turned upside down.

sentiments of the day...

confusion

paranoia

depression

... I'm cramming!! I'm trying to work my brain off for what just seems to be hours before my exam tomorrow..

oh please, help me.. !

I'm complete =)

2007-11-23T22:04:00.000-08:00

It took me almost a year to finally get my thoughts together and write a little something for the people who have been sticking with me through all my ups and downs and endless sentiments on how fucked up my life could be sometimes. =) I owe every inch of my everyday smiles to these people. wohoooo... =)

...my life would never be this sweet, as in sugar-coated!, without having to be a part of my
super-faboulous-almost-purrrrfffffeeecccct-FAMILY! =) In spite of us getting a daily dose of "mental torture" from our mom and having the tendency to start a very huge fight over some petty, not to mention, extremely silly reasons most of the time, I'll still be more than willing to give the world my hundred percent approval that this fam is one of the greatest family in the whole wide universe!! hehehe... sobrang proud db?..ehehehe..

tannnannnn meet my supah-crazy=-family!!!

next stop.. my ultimate-as-in-supah-dupah-barkada!!"wink"

This year has been a hell of a year for all of us. We experienced almost everything, from petty arguments to more serious ones. whew! We've been completely busy doing business with our new lives and hanging out with new people. =) Nonetheless, we still managed to put everything in perspective and get ourselves back to our good old bonding days. =) lalala... It's never easy to abandon friends that have been there for you in every bit of dripping sweats and tears you've put up with in your so-called-sulking-moments. And, it is never easy to forget all the laughs and jokes you've been sharing for what it seems to be forever, that never fails to make your mind go nuts for a moment no matter how corny or ridiculously painful it was.

And since we just experienced the bittersweet migration of our good friend, krizel from Pinas to San Diego, I'm currently in the stage of absorbing all the price-less value of my friends that, I must admit, have been quite overlooked and taken for granted the past months or even years. *sob* *sob*

next next are my college friends =)

I really have to give it to them! =) They made my college life super exciting. =) I've been looking forward to having a super boring college life the moment I step at Lyce as an irreg transferee student, without having to mention yet my complicated, super-far-from-being-blocked-and-gaining-perm-
classmates-and-friends-sched. hehehe.. I guess, God has been extremely good to me all this time!! "wink" "wink"...In them, I've experienced the joy of becoming a no less than an adult w/c is a good thing. =) thanks guys for imparting me a lot of lessons about love, people and life in general.. =) I owe my every happy walking moments at school to you guys =).

and to end these all off.. I'll leave you now with this famous line from a famous novel..

"it is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye"

Life may be packed with billions and billions of people. We may never really have the opportunity to meet all of them or even get to the bottom of meeting half of it. Life sometimes sucks and people too. We may meet someone better than the ones we expected to be the best but the point is, no matter how simple and plain our loved ones are, it is only with our hearts that we see them as something precious and genuine as a sparkling diamond on a poor man's chest, or a clean, fresh spring on our own little hot deserts. In this world full of 10 billion people, sometimes all we need are just a few crazy folks that can swept us off our feet and can get us to the realization, even in the most simplest way, that we are loved, we are of importance and for that, we are complete. =)

EK GETAWAY!!!

2007-10-25T14:08:00.000-07:00

I LOVE AMUSEMENT PARKS!!!... =).. It reminds me of my good old childhood days!!

... and since I'm still very much a child at heart, I'd be more than willing to share with you my 3rd EK experience!!! (take note: this time with friends).. =)!! "wink" "wink"

MORE PICS COMING SOON MORE PICS COMING SOON MORE PICS COMING SOON

I'll never grow tired of children stuffs!!! hehehe.. Fondness for kiddie thingies is one of my ultimate guilty pleasures that no birthdays, diplomas, peers, words of wisdom, experiences, Christmas, new year, leap year, height increase, weight lost and gain can ever take away.. "wink" "wink"

mushy

2007-10-25T13:01:00.000-07:00

My most favorite ligawan pick up line ever with all the kamushihans and kilig factors in between..hehehe

"I like the way you dressed, you look, you smell, you stand, you walk, you sit, you watch, you breathe, you eat, the way you embrace me, you text me, speak to me, and I am so in love, kulang ang words to describe how i feel about you.. on how I Love you"

lalalala.. mushy 2 the highest level!! hehehe...

on a serious note.

It's amazing how one funny-mushy-to-the-core pick up line can change a once shattered heart into a beating piece. And the thing is, u wouldn't really notice your self falling until you find yourself pondering on those words every single moment of the day, eventually realizing that your heart has already been stolen... .. '

..nwei... is it possible for a guy to not be aware of a girl's blog even if it was so intended to be public??? and the link sited on FRIENDSTER is incredibly huge enough for everybody to see??? hehehe

Goodness, I hope he won't read this.. =)

hapi hapi joy joy part 2

2007-10-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

DEAR GOD,

THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER "JOB WELL DONE"

THANKS FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH STRENGTH, BOTH MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY THAT I GOT TO PRODUCE AN AMAZING DOCU TOGETHER WITH MY EQUALLY HARDWORKING GROUP MATES, FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ACQUAINTANCES(some) ^_^.

MAY YOU ALWAYS SHOWER US WITH STRENGTH AND COURAGE AS WE CONTINUE TO WALK THROUGH THE PATH OF LEARNING.. ^_^

LOVE YOU GOD!!

LOVE TRIXIE <3

whew! Me and my Broad media group mates just finished making our "BUHAY SEMENTERYO" docu film this evening!!! olryt!!

thanx pala sa mga group mates koh, ky janet for the vidcam, I already said this twice and I'll never get tired of saying this over and over agen(owwwzz??.. ^_^), "janet, u saved us!! " salamat partner!! my mom, super thank you mother dearest!! and to kuya obet for the edting and for sharing us your ideas!! ^_^

We went across the lives of the people who chose to reside and have their ways of living inside the cemetery. The experience we get to have in meeting and hanging out with people like them for a day made the whole docu-making-process special and meaningful. And to be honest, they're pretty much the same. They get to do normal things. They get to have normal stuffs.Somehow nakaka-touch cla.. sobra nilang babait na mga tao at kahit we don't pay them to do an interview for us sobrang coopertive nila talaga. and yung mga kids, sa sobrang bibo at bait, GOODNESS, I immediately fell in love with them.. hehe Galing! sana someday, mabigyan sila ng chance na magkaron ng mas maayos na bahay at pamumuhay ^_^

Something worth having a thought on!

nwei, here's a thing worth thanking for..

We passed our comm research defense this morning!!! hhhuraah!!!

3 more finals to go and I'll be saying bye bye to school works for a while .. ^_^

hapi hapi joy joy

2007-10-06T05:38:00.001-07:00

Finally, LYCE KO TOH is over. It was a pretty good ending for the four of us
(me,ja,she,Stell). ^_^.. We pretty much welcome the ending wearing incredibly big overly stretched smiles all over our faces and a teeny-weeny smudge of disbelief and shock on my part.. hehe..

Just look at the pics below, we even had our very own LYCEUM sequined-handcrafted top courtesy of Janet's mega to the core creativity!! She's accepting orders everybody!! hehe... She made these fabulous tops that only cost 110 pesos all in all. We bought the plain shirts at Divisoria for only a hundred bucks and the 10 packs of sequins (all consumed) for 5 pesos each!!!! oh I love cheap buys. I'm a self-proclaimed KURIPOT!!

oh lala!! ^_^

and this.. natuwa ako bgla.. this is stella and she's TV Commercial entry.. xenxa naman snapshot nalng.. 8Th place for TV category!! ^_^

and that's me over there at the upper left!!!! hehe...

biggest thanx to GOD!, my sisters, my parents, my partner ja(most especially!), stell, she, meg, jude, marn, nel, mau, lendel, kua mike, kua obet and many many many many more for all the help and support!!! I owe it to you guys bigtime!! ^_^

lalalalala

2007-10-01T12:03:00.000-07:00

lalala...

lalalala...

lalalalalal...

I just really have to keep my blog from getting abandoned the second time ..

For a person like me who usually does things according to the flow of my moods, and often seems to be so totally impulsive and at times unpredictable to start with, consistency can never be really in my long list of most-sought after vocabs. ugh!!! let's just put it this way, I don't usually get things done!! the "Ningas-kugon" sort of thing?.. yep!! that can describe me perfectly.. hehe.. super turn off to the core but what can i say, it's so freaking me. And just when this blog's about to be once again put right into the very brink of getting all washed up by my laziness and the log on name and password are starting to let loose in my system, I managed to slip my idle little fingers onto the keyboard for a little while =)..

Oh, well, I don't feel like writing anymore ='( I've been dealing with those my-oh-so-lazy/depressed-crap-days agen lately and somehow it affects my writings, my creativity(ugh, if der really is). What's new?.. not having dosages of emo torture coming from the bitchy, not to mention cruel persona inside me is like not being myself at all. And to find it ironic, I hate dramas!! I hate emo people, I hate everything about it, then why is it that I'm now finding myself considerably keen on becoming one ?... lalalalala.... wondering' wondering...

now, I'm convinced! I'm a certified hormonal being!! =)

Anyhow, to rift off another consistency in my routine (w/c is good actually =), I've been acting really weird these past days. I'm totally hooked on animes and manga drawings. hehehe... I'm not yet done with the process of convincing myself that I'm no artist that I think, should have ended years and years ago and still sticking to my self-established theory that I'm bound to be one if only "they" didn't allow some "helpful"fellow to turn me into the right handed impostor I am now during the time when I still practically don't care (been "righthandedly" trained when I was like 5). weird don't ya think?.. Anyhow, I am still catching up on my life long dream of becoming an artist or an animator in my own little secret ways ^_^ "wink". It's my top most secret, that only a few members of the family knew it so well (or maybe nobody knew it well enough to actually have a thought of it, hmmmm =)) . Who would've thought I, Trixie, who doesn't even know how to write notes clearly during discussions and exams (as writings are always mistaken as doodles and yes, may even pass to "kinalayag ng manok" writing criterion) for almost forever, is having that kind of dream?.. .. hmmmm...

Or maybe, just maybe, I'm still in denial, even in my already 19 years of existence, that I am just as mediocre and plain as I've always been and would eventually continue being that way as long as I live!.. whuatttt...and perhaps, the artsy-self-established theory of mine could put me into more greater, much much higher heights and might as well shine a Little more ^_^..

--segway- Most of the time I feel like bridget jones, fat(fat heart!), sometimes unwanted, and more often than not, struggling to find the perfect love..hmmm... and for the very best parity of it, Goodness, I'm so much pretending and immensely trying to have this "inner poise". hmmmm...

balik ulit tyo

Actually, I have no problem with the word mediocre and being one for I'm so used to it and somehow, at the back of my head, at the very back.. well at the back of my "higher heights and shine shine" fantasies it is still it that I'd eventually be going for. It is in me to always put myself at the backseat of everything. Maybe, in that way, I'll feel more secure w/o having to face other people's judgement. I'm sort of like hating the idea of becoming a "Star" as much as I hate taking criticism. Let's just put it this way, assuming I'm a part of a play or a cast in a movie, I'd rather be put in supporting roles than play the lead-or better behind the screen ^_^. another weird side of me ei? "Steady lang"... Moreover, i lack confidence. CONFIDENCE!! I always lack confidence, please give me some ^_^..

Maybe because I don't see myself as being talented, well, i do have talents I must admit, but to the point of actually doing the best of it..?.. nahhh...!! tough luck!! I'm no athlete, I learned to ride a bike when I was like 16 and I only successfully rode one on my own, w/o any backups thrice, since then I haven't ridden one agen. not good at math and science, sometimes hate logic, I suck at spelling (and only rely on auto spellchecker), very average when it comes to dancing, can sing but can't hit high notes.. hmmmmmppp... can talk, used to, but don't have the confidence. Surprisingly, at this point of time, stage fright is starting to take over me... hayyyyy...

anyhow,, so much for dz...

bye bye..

And if, just if, one day I managed to reach my dreams I'll let you guys know.. ngekkk =)

it's a wrap!!

2007-09-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

Finally!! after all the sunny-turned-rainy-days-that-pissed-us-off-really days, we're done shooting scenes for our Lyce ko toh TVC and Print!! yep!!! ..so really, i would like to take this opportunity to thank the following people!!

salamat kay sister shie for the idea!!!=).. you have gallons of creative juices flowing over you sis!! haha.. slamat!!!

to my partner janet!! you're the coolest partner/cameraman ever(=]).. we've been doing this partnership for like d 3rd tme already!.. and this time, no more.. "sorry, you've just lost your chance" moment =).. well, i hope so =P

thanks to the girls!! a.k.a the most talented ladies ever.. marn,stell,she,jude,meg..
thank you for sticking with me and ja for almost 3 shooting days in spite of the unpredictable weather!! salamt talaga.. super appreciated!!

big thanks to Kuya Nel..salamat xo at pinagbigyan moh ang request ko ^_^ . don't wori!! kakayanin natin ang ating documentary film sa broadmeadia.. hehehe...

stell for the digicam =) and for helping us with our tagline!!! salamat gurl!!you're so bound to go somewhere in the nearest future (right after grad, that is! =) ms. copywriter =)

kay kua mike.. for meeting up with me and janet last Saturday =) and for agreeing to help us for the print.. =)

kay neil.. for lending me the chef uniform =)

kay lendel and the rest of the guys.. kahit last minute na sobrang naging helpful pa rin kau

to my mom and sisters.. because of their shoes .. hehe

and to everybody na naging part nito!!! salamat sa effort nio...

thanx to kuya obet for the editing! Goodness!!! editing and effects by no less than a pro can really do wonders.. hehe.. especially, on the part of such amateurs (ehem) =)

whew!! so glad it's finally over!!! the awarding is set to happen on oct 5!! whew!!

...win or lose, or just not be a part of the final 20.. just knowing that we've survived doing this in spite of all the difficulties we've been through (ang mga ulan, at hanapan ng talent, at gutom at pagod) ay sobrang fulfilling na.. one heck of a memory Worth keeping!!!!

thank you GOD!!!!!! GOD is just so good al the time!! =)

i'll leave you now with this pic taken during the last day of our shooting marathon =)

yescoke ;p

2007-09-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

here's to another proof of pinoy's wondrous creativity!!!!!

click the picture above... click the picture above..

..biggest thanks to my classmate's bulletin post at na-inform ako 'bout this!!

bloggers must have.. ;p

2007-08-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I love to read.
2. I heart adam brody of the O.C and Johnny depp ;p
3. I love to eat!!! love to eat cheese and lots of sweets.I Love watching Sweet Dreams and Unwrapped at The lifestyle channel and would really love to be a pastry chef someday
4. I'm usually very shy at first
5. I'm a communication student majoring in advertising
6. I would also love to be an animator(I kinda suck at drawing though--->I'm supposed to be left handed, refer to my post b4 this, and would've been so damn proud of it ='c ) or a photography hobbyist ;p
7. a bit childlike
8. I love harry potter. period ;p

--> ate shie, megan, nel, bloggyme, arvin, stell, chay, khen

.. wildlife

2007-08-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

college girls talking

1st timer: "it is better late than never"

2nd timer: "things do change"

3rd, 4th, 5th...... timer: "there is no place like home" ;p

and yes.. we're talking about MANILA ZOO..

hehe.. thanx to my friend's photography class assignment(i'm about to take photography next SY =]) I had another glimpse of one of my childhood's hottest spots ;p...

while going around the zoo and looking at all the wild animals that had once amused me for like a huge portion of my childhood life, I couldn't help but have a little senti moments of my own (it's all in my head, my friends are never aware that my mind was going through some "down-the-memory-lane-moment"). hahaha... grabeh.. it has been years since then; more than a decade i think. I'm still wearing my used-to-think-fabulous-drop-em-dead ruffled dress with matching black super shiny not so leather shoes. My hair on a pigtail and expect that my older sister is wearing exactly the same. hehehe.. we're always like the "twin sister". same dress, shorts, caps, you name it.. years later, Sharmaine was born, 2 more years later Yeye followed,

years went by, and the two were already having the "twin sister part 2" experience. hehehe..

So since I'm so enthusiastic to tell you more about my childhood years and quite inspired by my friend's blog entry about his own memoirs, allow me to give you the highlights of my childhood world.

- I had this weird habit of putting my head outside the car's window whenever our family went out on a trip. i used to hate the smell of our old FX, taxis, or any air conditioned vehicle (the habit continues till grade 6)
- I was once a yaya addict.. hahaha.. I called her Nanay..
- I once found the moon and xmas tree scary.. hehehe... it scares me that time..
- My family had this tradition of having a picnic along the fields of PICC or CCP every good Friday. Our last good Friday picnic was around 3 or 4 years ago..
- I always throw up inside the bus during field trips..hehe
- out of starvation, I almost ate my classmate's baon. Pareho naman kasi kami ng lunchbox, magkaiba lang ng handle at lock..but I knew all along that it wasn't mine ;p.. hehe
- My Kindergarten teacher once covered my eyes with masking tape together with a couple of friends because we were so noisy. at hindi pa nakuntento, pinaglakad pa kami papunta sa kanya with our eyes all covered up.. imagine that?
- my favorite places when I was a kid was planetarium and museum pambata. la lang, I just found those places amazing
- takot ako sa dinosaurs ng boom na boom.. feeling ko 22o xa. hehe
- I got my first love letter at the age of 7.. ^_^.. i never knew what's inside though, coz i never read it.. hahaha.. It could've been a prank or something..
- had my first crush the same year as above.. hahaha
- had been wounded by a broken glass when I was 5. It was because of mi and my sister's "takeshi castle trip" (the big ugly scar planted on my right knee still exists)
- my guy buddies and I, way way back 2nd grade, had this little competition on who would finish copying lectures first. ;p
- My all time favorite baons are cheesecake, mister donut and mamon
- i've been to Nayong Pilipino a gazillion times already.. -suki na xa ng mga field trips every year ;p.. family trips not included..
_ I am supposed to be LEFTY. My mom had me trained before. no wonder why my current handwriting sucks..;p
- our mother really made us believe that santa clause really does exist!! feeling ko panga pareho ng binibilhan ng pangregalo ko si mama and santa kz one christmas parehong pareho ung gift ni mama sa pinsan ko at sakin.. kulay lang pinagkaiba.. hehe ;p .. and like most kids, super favorite ko ang christmas season!! kahit ngaun na i'm already in my early adulthood years.. ;p

..at sobrang dami pang iba,..!!

My childhood memories are one of those things that i'm soooooppperrrr proud of having in my life!! grabeh talaga... together with my family,tito and titas,cuzins, ninong ang ninangs, other relatives, childhood friends, kapitbhay, kindergarten clasmates ay sobrang na-enjoy ko talaga ang kabataan ko!!! super thankful ako kay God at the same time proud dahil I'm trixie, not perfect, but at least, hapi =)

I"m dead

2007-08-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

... and the countdown begins....

3 more weeks to work on our "LYCE KO TO" Tri-media Campaign( I'll explain it some other time, if you're going to the same University as I am, you probably know what I'm talking about. ;p... )

2 weeks plus a few more days before the comm research deadline

barely a week before the midterm exam

and an hour or 2 to review for a long quiz tomorrow

less than an hour to do the final editing on Broad media's Radio Program

another week of finding words to write on our research intro and deciding on what "extra-deep" vocabularies to put on our concept paper ;p hahaha

terrible list of expenses

Video/Photo Shoot for TV and Print ads.. recording.. editing...

there.. welcome to my life ^_^

I have to keep on moving... fast!! very fast...;p

..and put everything in perspective ;p

the "bling-bling" attack.. wahahaha

2007-08-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

when wackos unite...

wahahaha... me and my sis having the so called Gangsta(what the?)-slash-killah style... hahaha

little laugh trip on a Monday night!!! .. wahahaha

Add Glitter to your Photos

and yes!! we are crazy over blingee(the site) hehehehehe...

spell disaster??

2007-08-19T19:18:00.000-07:00

Guess what..

I just cut my bangs real' short and I now look like a total mess!! So much for my "change of heart drama", I had to change my hairstyle as well. haha. I spent an entire hour figuring out ways on how to get rid of this bangs, trying headbands, rubber bands, clumps, and other abubots found on our so-called-kikay kit and still came up with nothing. I still look like a mess. It sucks. I shouldn't have cut my hair in the first place. huhuhuh.. please grow back.. I have to go all day wearing caps and those broad headbands I've been seeing around the house since last December =) [exposing my humongous forehead] just to cover my disastrous bangs for what it seems to be months and months of recovery...

haha.. now I learned my lesson.. never ever touch your hair when you're frustrated about something!! you'll just end up getting even more frustrated, haha just a piece of advice.. take it from me..

It's just a hair, It'll grow back eventually...

I made a freaking mistake and I ought to not do it ever agen. take every mistake as a teacher. In that way, you'll be able to get along with life's endless cruelty with so much knowledge in your mind and so much optimism in your heart!! yeah!!

It just never ends ;p

2007-08-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

halooo guyzz.. I came across this site and got these little trivia and info 'Bout the "wizarding world" after "THE DEATHLY HALLOWS" coming from Rowling herself..

'ope you'll find my lil "potter contribution" interesting.

happy reading

Rowling said in the online chat the hallows were in part inspired by "The Pardoner's Tale," one of Chaucer's "Canterbury Tales" about greed and death.

Rowling shared with fans, many of whom said they'd read the final book several times in the last week, where she imagines their favorite characters went after the series' conclusion.

SPOILER ALERT: Those who do not wish to know what happens to the characters after the book ends should stop reading here.

Rowling said the world was a sunnier, happier place after the seventh book and the death of Voldemort.

Harry Potter, who always voiced a desire to become an Auror, or someone who fights dark wizards, was named head of the Auror Department under the new wizarding government headed by his friend and ally, Kingsley Shacklebolt.

His wife, Ginny Weasley, stuck with her athletic career, playing for the Holyhead Harpies, the all-female Quidditch team. Eventually, Ginny left the team to raise their three children -- James, Albus and Lily -- while writing as the senior Quidditch correspondent for the wizarding newspaper, the Daily Prophet.

Harry's best friend Ron Weasley joined his brother, George, as a partner at their successful joke shop, Weasley's Wizard Wheezes. Hermione Granger, Ron's wife and the third person of the series' dark wizard fighting trio, furthered the rights of subjugated creatures, such as house elves, in the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures before joining the magical law enforcement squad. The couple had two children -- Rose and Hugo.

Luna Lovegood, Harry's airily distracted friend with a love for imaginary animals who joins the fight against Voldemort in the Order of the Phoenix, becomes a famous wizarding naturalist who eventually marries the grandson of Newt Scamander, author of "Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them."

And what Muggle, or non-wizard, song would have been played at the funeral of Albus Dumbledore, the most brilliant and talented wizard the world had ever known?

"Surely 'I Did It My Way' by Frank Sinatra," Rowling told her fans, referring to the song "My Way," written by Paul Anka but popularized by Sinatra, among other singers.

As the chat wrapped up, Rowling thanked readers for their loyalty to the series.

"What can I say? Thank you so much for sticking with me, and with Harry, for so long. You have made this an incredible journey for Harry's author."

moving on

2007-08-08T01:59:00.000-07:00

screw my previous "Oh-I'm-So-Much-in love" posts.

I'm fed up...

focusing on myself...

putting myself back together..

and loving it...

just me and myself agen after 1 long year and a few months. ^_^.. it's now time for a little change..perhaps, a big one.. we'll never know. I'll get better though. I will. I'll get there pretty soon.. ^_^ It'll be easier(and a lot better) for me to move on now than later.

I have loved and Lost and hopefully, will love agen ^_^

MY SAY TO HIM

Small things could mean a lot.. so don't you ever dare talk to me as if it's nothing because no matter how simple(yeah call that simple, whatever)that is, it still means something and whatever it is, I don't have to care to now..

I still owe you ,though. Never will I forget that. ^_^

I'll leave you now with this quote a friend sent me a couple of days ago...never in that 2 days have I thought of using this as something to reflect on...

"when things seem too good to be true, it's because of one thing.. it's about to break your heart" -shizuru kazuma

Hope you'll find your way to prove that[quote]wrong to yourself and to others someday.. same goes with me

-I don't believe in it entirely though. Maybe just now.

DEATHLY HALLOWS

2007-08-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

Just finished reading the last book of HP(deathly hallows). It's been good, however, the ending (the epilogue I mean, and the last few pages of chapter 36) was a bit unsatisfying, not to mention, odd. I didn't imagine the ending to be that way. I was sort of expecting more, nevertheless, the book has been truly(as always)fascinating! Another Masterpiece for Rowling ei?(well,except for the ending. she could have made it a lot longer or more detailed, at least).

Anyhow, I just love the way she puts meaning into every possible existing details of the story along the chapters. ^_^ SO good, I hardly put it down for a rest. well-written. love every part of it (err.. except for the- never mind and yeah, those parts when some of the characters have to die).

it's been fun going through the "Wizarding World" through the books of HP. Too bad, the latest one was intended to be ,quite actually, the last.

Just can't believe that it's actually over now.. "no-more-waiting-for-the-next-installment-to-come-kind-of thing" *sob*.

On a more personal note

My list of all time favorite characters hasn't change, except that kingsley Shacklebolt was added immediatley after Deathly Hallows and I feel more for Snape now than ever before. Ron, Hermione(I just love the fact that they ended up being together ^_^)Harry, Fred(sob) and Gorge, Neville, Dumbleodore(amidst the shocking truths) and Lupin(sob) are still my top 8 most fave characters.

pahabol: I love DOBBY!! and KREACHER!!

oH yes!!

2007-08-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

WARNING: if you can't stand mushiness, do not read this

yeheyyy!! finally, I got the last book of HP olredi!! yiheee... i owe it to my honeybunch-sweetiepie-sugar-honey-lovidubs-cheesecake-marshi-and-whole lot more of cutie sweet names, (eeeeeekkkkky, so much for my appreciation!! hik hik..)tennennnn-- SYMON.

(looks can be so deceiving don't ya think?.. believe me he's a gud guy!);p

hahaha... salamat ng marami xo dude!!! ILABYU!!mwuahhh.. I just can't stop getting sooooo freaking cheesy. I am just so overwhelmed!! thanx thanx thanx!!! ..

reading this entry is so very optional.^_^

so indie

2007-07-29T14:25:00.000-07:00

Symon and I had a little date yesterday watching indie film at CCP. Yes, That was indeed a CINEMALAYA moment for the both of us *wink* *wink*

This is actually what I love about our relationship, our interests totally jive together. ^_^ We both share the same passion for arts! ndi nga lang minsan pareho ng genre. He tends to go beyond the typical while I'm more likely to stick in to the mainstream ;p anyhow, enuf of that...

We get to watched this film called "ligaw liham" starring Karylle and other indie artist. Grabeh, I was so totally psyched to make a little entry of it here after watching the movie. God! The movie is so beautiful, very touching. it doesn't contain a lot of elements on it, just enough drama to make the audience really love it!! ^_^

simple pero rock ^_^

Too bad we weren't able to watch the other finalists ... I was so looking forward to watch Pisay and Sinungaling na Buwan pa naman. maybe, I'll get around to watching it next year!!

in the meantime...here's a little information 'bout the film "Ligaw Liham" by Jay Abello

NOTE: The materials(picture, summary, etc) below were taken from the official website of CINEMALAYA'07. www.cinemalaya.org

LIGAW LIHAM
by: JAY ABELLO
Finalist, Full Length Films Category

When one is invisible, one is likely to lose his way. To an individual whom society fails to notice because of a diminishing circumstance, it is easy enough to lose himself in things that would otherwise be unacceptable. Ligaw Liham is this kind of story. Nor, considered the town simpleton, finds an opportunity to sway to the dance of love when he takes over the pen of Karen’s husband and wrote letters not his. This is a story on how deeply people get affected when one of society’s basic services stops working. It takes inspiration from a true incident involving a provincial post office in Negros that simply stopped working at a pre-texting era when people tend to be completely dependent on the mailing system - letters were neither coming nor going, leaving an unaccounted number of corrupted lives.

About the Director
JAY ABELLO believes that “The camera (still and moving) has been my most accessible and reliable tool in capturing moments that would stand the test of time.” His active involvement in the Negros theater scene led him to work as Assistant Director, 2nd Unit Cinematographer, Crowd Director and Writer in films by noted Filipino filmmakers. He has also worked in a variety of TV soap dramas for GMA-7, TV commercials, short films and projects for the stage. He took a Summer Workshop for Cinematography at the Rockport College and a Photography course at the New York Institute of Photography. Ligaw Liham is his first full-length directorial project.

read

2007-07-28T23:03:00.000-07:00

my previous post dates and times (including this post) are all 12 hours late.. sorry I failed to take notice of it earlier.. C: They've been using american time all along pala ;p .. hapi reading po ^_^

save mother earth

2007-07-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

I was at the Pscijourn congress yesterday with some friends at UP. I considered myself lucky for having the opportunity to be a part of it. Thanx for the invite. ^_^

the congress basically encourages media practitioners and comm/jounalism students to take part in the development of Science and Technology within our society by disseminating conducive information revolving primarily on the abovementioned subject.

At first, ok, cge lang kinig lang, for the sake of freebies and the experience per se. Never in my life have I found science and tech interesting. I don't even like nature trips. I would die just to skip my almost 2 hour-long chem and physics class during high school and early college days(minors). As I was sitting there, freakishly enduring a sudden leap of mindless thoughts running through my head, surprisingly, the word Global warming caught me. I've been hearing it for quite a lot these past years. I know what it means but it has never got me seriously thinking about it, well, not until yesterday. A very inspiring lecture of Miss L. Tibig lead me into the realization that Global Warming had already gone too far, giving us a hell of a climate nowadays. Goodness, Ang init. Don't you think it's triggering enough for us to actually have an initiative to get our acts together and do something? Apart from that, We're also suffering from rain fall deficiency, meaning, we're lacking rain falls causing water and electrical(hydrothermal)shortage. Just come to think of that? if those continue, we'll all be expecting a sudden rise on our electrical bills by the end of the month, insufficient water supplies, chains of brown-outs, high sea level and a whole lot more of disadvantages soon to be revealed. Don't let this happen. Even at the midst of "mediocre-ness", we can still make a difference.

For the benefit of everybody, let us all be in the mission of saving the world! Go out and do something C: small things can make a huge difference ^_^

peace out ^_^

pictures

me with the girls @ the congress

another one of our our "CR sessions"

bilog ang mundo

details and pics on my CINEMALAYA'07 experience with SyMON coming soon C:

changing

2007-07-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

refer to my post last june 27"changes", I'm taking that one back now.

why on earth did I ever think of it that way in the first place?

I guess, I'm finding myself back from where and what it was before. My "boredom sentiments" are no longer available.. ;p Just why would I waste time looking all lame and dull in this world full of people and chances showing otherwise? I got to be kidding myself for a while there... caging myself in solitary??.. anyhow, just going beyond those words, I have plenty of reasons to get my self back together.

>I have friends...
>I've already grown to really love my college friends...
>I'm gaining new friends by the day..
>I'm a part of a-super-hip-funky-cool-fabulously-amazing-family. They oftentimes serve as my "in house barkada" ;p
>Myself is my superbestfriend..
>My boyfriend, symon is my other bestfriend ...
>I'm currently enjoying my studies inspite of all the damn diffuculties
>I'm spiritualy healthy doing my own means of being one
> I have already come to realize that my life can never be perfect, so there is no point in wanting to have a perfect life, just the best of it, at the very least ;p

I have lots of reasons to live happily, too bad, it took me some time to finally realize it.. just a thought

another story...

I was at the PsciJOurn congress at UP early this day with friends. Grabeh, It was so much fun, I'll give the details tomorrow and I'll be posting some pics as well ;p for now, I have to take my gudnyt slip, I'm so tired..

nytie nyt to all.. C:

gimmee gimmeee

2007-07-23T22:12:00.000-07:00

haloo halooo.. I'm back agen!! finally, I have exactly 15 minutes to spare to update my nearly abandoned blog.. wohooo... I've been very busy lately. I have been tied up with all those "school activities" profs just love to see our noses bleed in to too much thinking with.. goodness, i need a break, I've been working my brain off the whole week. Oh well, not really, actually, I'm about to take my ad laws prelim this evening, and I haven't understood a single rule yet. I'm dead.. huhuh T_T

here's a run down of what has been invading my time these past weeks

1. I've been constantly involved in one of those brainstorming sessions, together with the rest of the group, for our comm research. We have yet to do another session for the introduction due ,probably, by the end of the week or early next week

2. I had worked on our 15-minute-long radio script for nearly 2 days straight. I really had a lot of fun working on it though ;p so, never mind this one.

3. I have a couple of pending reports this month

4. My friends and I went around this really cool ad agency and got introduce to a couple of funky account managers who totally gave us all the necessary and unnecessary but useful info bout advertising - cool people ^_^

5. prelims totally got me hitting my notes for several days (thank Goodness, I only have 15 units this sem, I can balance everything off, at least)

7. We have yet to find a recording studio or any recording software or materials for our radio drama and think of ways on how to put all the necessary sound effects on it.. (help naman jan, kung may alam kaung pwedeng pagrecordan, well, It should be at least decent naman, message me here) thanx po ;p

that was all it so far... whew

anyhow... last Saturday (the most awaited day for us HP fanatics) I came across this bookstore and got my first glimpse of the latest book of HP!! yihahaha,,, Since I'm such a poor baby for not having the Money to get a copy of it, w/c ,as a matter of fact, really made me so upset up to this every minute, I desperately decided to just take a picture of it

there, my very own HP7 shot!! wahaha, i may not have my own copy YET, but atleast I have my own photo shot ;)

I wonder what's gonna happen to harry and to the rest of the ever so loved characters? what about Ron and Hermione? will they end up together? what about the harry-Ginny tandem?..what will happen to Hogwarts? will harry really die like what those rumors say?..Is Dumbledore really dead or we'll all be witnessing his
reappearance in the story? just who the heck is R.A.B? ohhh just can't wait to get a copy of it ^_^

ohh well..enuf of this..my time is up, i better get back to my reviewing or find my self whining over some failing grade by the end of prelim. ooohh well

bye bye now ^_^

makulay ang buhay

2007-07-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

it has already been a necessity for us communication majors to take notice of the ads we get to see on tv. As an ad major myself, I'm currently in the height of deeply appreciating concepts behind those TV commercials. ;p The TVC above is my most "favoritiest" one of all the current aired ads so far!! to those of you who share the same opinion with me, truly this ad is one heck of an idea. As what my super wacky prof used to say "wappack!!! galing nuh?.. this is what you call big idea! it only goes around the air for a minute but notice how it captivates the eyes of those who view it, amazing!!. talk about brand recall!

i really really have to admire all the brain stormers,creatives,producers,artist,writers,composers.directors and the rest of the guys behind this commercial! galing!! may you all continue to to put vibrant colors to Philippine advertising!! mabuhay ang pinoy.. hehe..

as an aspiring ad practitioner, it has always been my dream to further enhance my creative juices and to create something like those of award winning ads we get to acknowledge every now and then. Syempre, alongside that dream is a promise to myself that i will do whatever it takes to be on top of my craft and to willingly share my little knowledge to the future ad students of the next generations!!! ayus!

mushy ako ok?

2007-06-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

"Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole"

just sharing my favorite lines from the song make me whole by Amel Larrieux..

I've been listening to this since 1st year high school.. salamat sa wave!

for that long, there was never a time I lacked sentiments for this song. From the moment I first heard it on the radio some years ago up to this very minute ay talagang sobrang soothing ng song n2 para sakin!! From the melody down to the lyrics sobrang perfect!! Even at my most stressful times,this song never fails to make my day just right!! Plus, this song always reminds me of my sweeetie. Somehow,it has already been a part of my life, our lives. ;p

OMG! I'm such a huge cheese ball!!! wahaha

xenxa na i won't be posting the rest of the lyrics anymore. Baka magmukha nang song hits ang blog ko sa dami ng mga lyrics ng kanta,nonetheless, I'll still be putting the sound clip here (oh the beauty of imeem! copy paste lang ng copy paste, it makes posting so easy for us don't-know-anything-about-IT-blog users)

enjoy ^_^ 9xenxa ung version ni kyla ung nakuha ko.. hehe ,,it's pretty much the same anyway

(cge na nga mushy na ko.. hehe... eh ano naman?... "wink" "wink".. love u sweetie!!!)

anyhow

i was out malling wid the girls(ann,marn,jud..sayang ala ung iba) this evening. Buti na lang my mga prof na kung minsan ay hindi pumapasok,otherwise, we won't be able to make "gala" anymore because of our busybusihang scheds :p anyway, we went around this famous bookstore and got introduce to this intriguing "the Love answer book". Ang the anSwer-for-whatever-queries-book. pano? simple, ask a question and just flip through the pages and wallllaaHH my answer na!!! hahaha,,, we all went giddy as ever while trying out the book. hehe.. We're definitley not after its "trueness(if there really is) but rather for the whole lot of fun it can bring!

yun un eh.. in this world full of undying struggles, we should never stop seeking for something that can make us feel good once in a while, even at the most mundane or silliest way. ayus!

another thought

a gazillion thanx to JHOVIN DOMINGO aka JUSTINE!!! (yun yun eh!!) for waisting a little portion of his time to read my blog!!! wahaha ayan ah special mention ka pa! all the while akala q eh c symon lang ang nagviview n2!! salamat salamat!! comment naman jan. pwede magcomment kahit hindi user noh! thanx tol! ;p

changes

2007-06-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

I haven't been myself lately... or maybe, I've been changing a lot..

Is it possible for me to gradually change over the rest of my college years???

pwede... i mean, as some fondly says "change is the only permanent thing in this world"

I don't have anything against changing but the fact that it somehow ruins my confidence and yeah, my social life, triggers me.

Lately, I've been noticing that I'm becoming more of an introvert. I'm somewhat losing the urge to be friends with everybody and keeping in touch with the people I'm already friends with anymore. It's like "boom" one day i'm finding myself in and the next day I'm losing tracks. hayzzz.. Good Lord! what's happening to me! Even My enthusiasm for night-outs or other escapades with friends lower itself to the minimum level. Hayyy...but to think, I'm sort of enjoying my social life even at its height of tremendous tediousness (meaning,just me,symon,family and a few close friends) haha.. can't understand myself anymore, I can't even last talking on the fone for a minute or two,not unless, it's sy or some other important matters i need to deal with.

Symon and some of my friends might be already accusing me of being a freak for getting so pissed off and irritated easily these past weeks..(wag ideny aminin)

sori guys!!

hayyyyzzz...I better get my old self back!

letters to you

2007-06-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

... listen ----- >>

(LOVE this Version ;p)

cant you see that i wanna be there with open arms
its empty tonight and im all alone
get me through this one

do you notice im gone
where do you run to so far away

i want you to know that i miss you i miss you so
i want you to know that i miss you i miss you so

im writing again this letters to you arent much i know
but im not sleeping and you're not here
the thought that stops my heart

do you notice im gone
where do you run to so far away

i want you to know that i miss you i miss you so
i want you to know that i miss you i miss you so

no more looking now that ive found home

i want you to know that i miss you i miss you so(4x)

haPI, hapi FaTher's Day

2007-06-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

"There's something like a line of gold thread running through a man's words when he talks to his daughter, and gradually over the years it gets to be long enough for you to pick up in your hands and weave into a cloth that feels like love itself." ~John Gregory Brown, Decorations in a Ruined Cemetery, 1994

hapi father's day papa!!!

thank you for being such a great dad!!!!!

top 10 things we love bout our dad..

1.The way he goofs around whenever pressure comes our way (to lighten things a bit).
2. his generosity to give us a little something whenever he feels the urge to do so ;p yey!
3. The hardships he and mom endure just to keep our lives running
4. all the snoring and sleep-talking(we sometimes find it amusing ;p)
5. his drop-em-dead dance move that never fails to make us all laugh ;p
6. For letting us discover life without holding our necks too tight...
7. the trust and support he's given us
8. for always wanting the best for us
9. his ever-so-weird sleeping habit(yeah)
10. And the way he and mom shower us with unconditional love and attention all throughout our lives!!

love u pops!..

though, we don't often hear you talk, we still love you so much anyway. ;p

me and papa.. taken last April 9 2006, my 18Th birthday ;p

MUCH LOVE,

TRIXIE

anyhow,

hapi Father's day to ol d dads out there!!!

May your relationship with your children continue to prosper through the years!!!

the notebook ;p

2007-06-15T23:49:00.000-07:00

i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired ;p

..just got home from school this afternoon. I've stayed in school for barely 4 hours doing nothing but it seems like i've been working my ass off the whole day. i'm so tired... did I already mention that i've been going trough "hell"(well sort of)everytime I'm on my way home on a super-hot-sunny-jam-packed-afternoon? hayzzz, grabeh na talaga init. I had walked for almost half an hour with my sweat dripping all over my body because of the traffic! (the jeepney driver had to drop us off somewhere,and yes!we're forced to walk) yeah traffic! and i'm about to experiece that everyday of my life THIS SEM ,not unless, i have thousands and thousands of peso to buy myself a nice car, w/c is way, way too far from reality... i'd burned enough calories already for 2 years, 2 more years to go and i'm off to different destination, doing the same thing!?>. HUHU..HOPE NOT ;P

on the other hand

it's so nice to be back to school, i get to be with my friends again and get to see new faces. heheh.. sinimulan na ang tambay kahapon. We had our mini drinking session yesterday with some of my friends at, whereelse, beer garden. haha..sori alang pics... and yes, Since, I'm taking some of my major subjects in the evening I'm allowed to not wear uniform every day except Monday!! "goodbye for now,uniform..hello there fashion!!"

anyhow, I've been thinking ways on how to organize things this sem..and so, i bought a little notebook for notes and other to-do things, you see, I'm not very fond of writing notes! hahaha.. so thick hard bound notebooks for me are big waste of money.. that's how lazy I am.. hehe.. I'm a huge fan of photocopy though ;p

so on a boring Thursday night, i decided to let my so-called-creativity get in the way and made my plain little new notebook,well,uhgmmm..a bit junky.... hahah

(ok.. i know ;p)

i may not be really that artsy but I somehow love what I've done here.. haha

it's green because I love green and it has some touch of yellow because I also love yellow, I love colors.. so i made it a bit colorful (yes i love colors, I'm just trying some vintage look on my blog layout ;p ) the 2 hearts speak for themselves.
what you can see on the pink circle are the things I love, i love sweets,cake, i love to dress-up,lipstick, and i want to be surrounded by people i love and care for.

on the back

there.. some of the things I want to pursue someday

yesss... I would love to study photography.. and lucky me, I am to take basic photography next sem or next SY.. yehey..

speak up! discuss things and teach

a pen, bcoz, I want to be so good at writing..

and star... because somehow.. I want to be a star in own little ways... star in my own right ..being the best that I can be..that's what star means for me!!!

hahaha... some dreams...

2007-06-09T21:07:00.000-07:00

commentburner.com

though, I'm not perfect, I know in myself that I can be better ;p yihaha.. that's the spirit, no matter how we suck on certain things we should always try our darnest best to do better than what is expected from us. ;p

another thought:

Sometimes when we're sort of having fun with someone we are so comfortable with, we're unconsciously disregarding other people's presence, thus, they'll end up getting hurt. I'm really guilty of that I guess. Knowing that someone feels alone even in my company while I'm out there having fun makes guilt flows down my spine.

So, to those of you who feel ignored, I apologize. As so you know, I'm really not in the habit of talking "emo" or sentimental in person. I hope that we can all talk this out though.

peace out ;p

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARMAINE and ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!

ILOVEYOU!!!

back to school ;p

2007-06-05T12:31:00.000-07:00

haloo..

nice to blog again after 2 long days..

anyhow, I was out yesterday with Sy (yes, we're OK now, and yes, I'm super inconsistent ;p) for our last-minute-back-to-school shopping! ;p..that's what i love about June, you get to have new things. yihee!

I managed to buy almost everything i need plus this cutie "vintagey" bag that I only got for 500 bucks and a pair of retro shades (read: I'd been dying to have since last month) at a very bargain price. So all in all it only caused PHP800, well ok, plus a few more bucks my boyfriend lent(OK,gave ;p)me. life is just so sweet isn't it?

hayy, grabeehhh can't wait to go back to school. Everything here is just so boring. huhuh. and the fact that I'm not receiving allowance as big as those of school days every summer top it all off. ;p If only my current enthusiasm for school will last all throughout the year, my class cards might look ,well,atleast, decent ;p just a thought. Anyhow, I've been trying to find ways to get away from my "cramming" ugali and pagiging sobrang disorganized this coming sem. Kaya ang sagot diyan ay: tannnannnn... a to-do-notebook and a clear book for all my handouts and important documents! sana mag-work. ;p hehe

anyway.. i ought to blog nga pala about what happened last Sunday, which is actually one of the best barkada-get-togethers!..

well, as some of you may know, I'd been truly pissed off last Sunday morning (refer to my last post) thank Goodness, people like my friends exist. It somehow lessen my urge to curse(eveything is fine now..well,not really). Basta, No words can describe how amazing that day is..

first stop, St. Joseph Church (where all of us actually met) then tambay at the famous "likod" (the-must-go-for-every-josphian) with ate Ninay ofcourse.

.. Had a spooky kwentuhan at Chay' place around 11-12:00 midnight with car,carl,neth and neil

then slept-over at jhovin's with car and neil

yehey.. truly memorable... we're all crazy as hell ;p

just what will I ever do without these people???? '

what goes around comes around!

2007-06-02T21:18:00.002-07:00

heya..

back again..

i almost lost my urge to write but due to some "unwanted" totally unexpected situation inside and outside the house(parang bigbrother lang ah) i ended up updating this.

week's highlights

1. I haven't seen my bf for 7 days straight!yeah, it totally sucks, not to mention that we've been fighting all week.. some relationship ei

2. Kuya mac's (ate shie's bf) phone got stolen! yeah, hate hate stealers!! letche talaga sila. This is actually the 3rd time i heard news of "stolen phone/money-or whatever" from people i'm close to. To think, robbers are everywhere! We cannot possibly find safe places for our properties nowadays. Truly, this is because of, what else, poverty. But that isn't an excuse to steal. Minsan kasi we Filipinos or people in general are so fond of "easy money" db?.. correct corect? Reminds me of last night. I asked my friend vhin "kelan kaya mangyayari na malaya na nating malalabas ang mga cellphones at masusuot ang mga mamahalin alahas anywhere d2 sa pnas ng walang magnanakaw?" sagot niya. pag lahat daw ng magnanakaw namatay na".. heheh... though, it's not a serious conversation, it makes me wonder, kelan nga kaya mamamatay ang pagnanakaw sa pinas? hmmm.. Pag lahat ng tao my trabaho na? minsan kasi hindi naman din sa pangangailangan napupunta eh. They're using it for drugs and pleasure they locked themselves into. Mga bisyo kumbaga. Somehow, I'm still hoping and praying that the goverment and us Filipinos can work together to provide ourselves a good life which means better country diba? ang pagnanakaw it can be considered as "isang kanser sa lipunan" The Goverment and Police(the honest ones) can't deal with it alone it needs cooperation from us. aja!

3. totally hooked on reality/search shows!!! like project runway and the search for the next pussy cat dolls. Too bad the season already ended this week. haha, love to comment on project runway finale. hmmm, As all of you may already know, Jeffrey won, ok. His collection is actually unique deriving it from japanese ghost stories and demons, but i'm more into micheal(my favorite) and Uli's collection. Well just a thought ;p And i think Asia is really hot! eventhough i like chelsea more! ;p

4. I watched PPS (pinoy pop superstar) grand showdown at Araneta with my friends last night. yeah, I know.. haha.. it's already been a hobby for us friends to watch GMA's shows live, to think that we're ,or atleast I'm, not even a kapuso nor a kapamilya ;p. We were given free tickets by ,again, kenneth's friend who works in the station. haha.. no matter how jologs our escapade was, I'm so happy because I get to be with these guys. ;p

@ araneta

The thought that almost half of my barkada are about to go abroad this year makes me so sad. We won't be able to graduate at the same time. huhuhu.. i'll surely miss these people!!!

5. and for the incident that just happened earlier...well, I don't want to talk about it! it just makes me sick to my stomach! that's ol!! doesn't she/or don't they know what the words fair and conscience mean? hayyzzz...that's life! it'll only goes down to one thing : karma!!! beat that!! haha

6. super excited to go back to school this june!! yehey!! back to school!! mixou bratzz and barbie girls.. namely ja,marn,she, jud,stell,she,and mau!! see u ol soon!!

7. and yeah.. i'm so inlove with this song entitled "unwritten"aka the shampoo commercial song(it took me almost 6months to realize it.. big thanx to stell and ja for telling me about the song!! mixou

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

PART 2 ;p

2007-05-27T23:58:00.001-07:00

haloo

about my bonding moments with my friends

me, neil, vhin, and kenneth were off to GMA yestrday to watch SOP live. haha(yeah, i know). We couldn't really imagine ourselves doing that before but there we were sporting ourselves some comfy seats. hihi. Thank goodness, we were regarded as visitors (kenneth is friends with one of the production staffs) and got save from the long waiting line. ;p It's actually an advantage for me, I might score a chance to work there for my OJT next summer. hayyyzzz..sana nga..

anyway it was ok. Grabeh I really have to admire all the stage designers, cameraman, and technicals staffs because however stunning the set looks on tv, it totally looks so ordinary up close and personal ;p ay sobra, sabi ko nga, camera and lightnings can really do wonders. It's a little boring but it's ok. We got to see Regine and ogie and jaya and all other artist. hehehe,, buti na nga lang eh we were at the upper back area of the set ung hindi na sinasama sa mga kihukuhanang audience sa camera kaya we're not obliged to make noise and all that. We were thinking nga of visiting PBB's house afterwards eh aun nagkatamaran na hehe

hay naku, being in a production was my dream job talaga. sobrang fulfilling talaga to work in a big entertainment/media companies like abscbn or gma for us communication majors.

aun..we went to church afterwards and coincidentally spotted 4 of our friends and had a merry instant get together.. ;p

it's so overwhleming to know that however busy we are with our own lives we still find time to hang out with each other once in a while.. kaya love ko 2ng mga taong 2 eh.. d best talaga!!

back and back agen ;p

2007-05-27T22:32:00.000-07:00

haloooo

I'm back to blogging agen after 2 long tiring days. I tried updating this blog the moment i got home last night But i couldn't think of anything to write coz i was so dead tired. anyhow,i had revived myself from exhaustion last night during my good night sleep ;p hehehe... sarap pala talaga matulog pag pagod na pagod ka noh? - the thing that i'm somewhat missing from school"pressure"days. ;p I'll soon be getting a lot of that this coming sem though.

garbeh.. i really had an awesome weekend. I got to watch Symon's gig and finally be with him after like 4 or 5 days of not seeing each other on a saturday night. Then had a full blast bonding time with my friends the whole following day ;p
sobrang tiring lang talaga. I didn't get enuf sleep for like a day but heck it totally paid off the price.

nga pala here's a pic to share and a bit of a recap of my ever-so-tiring-but-fun week end ;p

there.. tannnannn.. (xenxa na malabo at madilim ung mga pic) my boyfriend with his badmates @ (oh.. i actually forgot the name of the bar, it's located in malate though)

thoughts:

I actually envy these people. They're dedicated hardcore musicians. They can create awesome music talaga and they're so oozing with passion. Alam mo un?.. the thing i totally admire about them is that they're so confident with what they're doing. they don't care what others think about them or if someone talks ill about their stuffs, they just let the music running. hehe.. astig db? Actually, I once dreamt of becoming a rock star. hehe like eons of years ago?? I was kind of inspired by my guy kuya kuyahan friend back in HS, plus all i can hear was rock music whenever we get to hang out at our HQ during my COCC/CAT days, so i was influenced somehow. well, I never learned to play the guitar. Kya sobrang frustration ko yun. Hmmm, maybe it wasn't really my thing afterall :C

Anyhow back to what I'm saying, aun it was a fun experience kahit na I'm not really into those kind of stuffs. Actually, Just seeing my guy on the stage made the night truly enjoyable(nax). Mejoe nahihiya nga ako sa kanila kc talagang sobrang aloof ako that night. I don't talk to anybody expect my bf. hihi. cguro they all find me so mataray,maarte or whatever. hihi..xenxa na i just don't know how to approach those people kasi. Somehow I'm still looking forward to get to know them more and to eventually hang out with them comfotably. They're nice that's what i see from them.

hayyz.. to top everything off.. all i know is that astig talaga maging pinoy!! kahit sang sulok ng pilipinas ay makakita ka ng magagaling na mga musician coming from different genres!!!pinoys are truly gifted when it comes to arts and performing. reminds me of my friend stell (our barkada's singer) hehe mixou friend!

e2 mga ibang pics that night..

(me with sy)

i'll be back with the second part (sunday) later ;p

relationship drama

2007-05-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

it's distressing how love can sometimes be so damn fucked up and relationships tend to get so unfair. It's ironic how 2 people in a relationship who were very much in love ended up losing one another over some petty argument, whereas, the truth was that they just wanted to be understood. Funny how love works, or was it just plain immaturity?

Me and Sy fought last night. It's supposed to be our 14Th monthsary today, or it still is? It's like everything that had happened earlier in our relationship came crashing right back at me and I ended up realizing that I already had enough. Well, we're not officially over, definitely not. Breaking up with him is unfair, not to mention that I'll be unfair with myself as well. Maybe, all I need is time. A little time to break free from all those worries and unwanted thoughts our relationship had brought me. Did I ever mention that I'm sort of suffering from paranoia lately? hayyss.. I'll probably be needing some time to just focus on myself for once.

heck.. we'll still be seeing each other tomorrow afterall..

anyhow, papi 14th monthzary sweetie.. ;p

broken ;p

2007-05-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

hayyzzz, it's Tuesday afternoon and I'm completely home alone. Papa is at work. Ate shi was gone since yesterday for a get-together swimming with her high school friends. My mom with my 2 younger sisters were off to sm san lazaro to watch shrek the 3rd. And me, i'm sitting here alone blogging nothing in particular. I can't go somewhere because i'm totally broke. I only have 30 bucks in my pocket, where would that brings me? I had spent all the remaining coins in my piggy bank (yes, i'm still using alkansya and it perfectly works for me) last week. hayyz.. I've been saving money since last sem to buy the 7th harry potter book this coming July pa naman. I guess, i have to start saving all over again *sigh*. I'm expecting the price to be around 1-2k cause it's the last book, not to mention that the 6th one initially costs 1,4.

hayyzz.. if only i have all the money in the world i can buy whatever i want without actually minding anything! i can buy all the clothes, shoes, make ups i want, get hold of all the shopaholic books ever published, purchase latest electronic gadgets, round trip abroad and many many more.

On the other hand, if life is only that easy I wouldn't really appreciate life simple pleasures. I wouldn't appreciate every single peso my mom gives me for an extra massage every night, the long walks my friends and I bear whenever we run out of pamasahe during night/day-outs ;p, additional bucks i'm earning at our small business in Divisoris, little treats Symon and I love to share. Plus, I wouldn't be so stunned whenever i get to notice how heavy my alkansya turned out after months of saving ;p hahaha.. it's so great to live a simple life afterall ;p

fight for our right!!!

2007-05-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

heloe... it's only been seconds since my last post.. haha..just can't get enuf of this blogging already!! wohooo..

anyway, i had been watching GMA's imbestigador a little earlier. The issue regarding mangyans and on how they have been used during elections only to benefit one's political candidacy truly is heartbreaking. They didn't even allow the cameraman to get inside the voting area. sobra na talaga dito sa pinas..they are being deprived of their rights to vote just because they didn't have the privilge of having a good education? and to think na wala naman talagang kumikilos para mabigyan ng sapat na kaalaman ang mga taong ito. when will they ever respect the right of the people to vote? and their votes to be counted? hayyzz,,, if there's something i really regret at this moment is not being able to get my name registered on the voters list..hindi 2loy ako nakaboto..maybe, if things happened otherwise my vote can change even 1% of what has been happening in our counrty. Come to think of this; can our votes make a difference? will it still count despite of all these using and cheating?... maraming tanong.. ngunit alin man sa mga ito ay hindi natin kayang bigyan ng kasagutan.
I remember this award-winning public service ad made by my schoolmate. I forgot the whole copy.. pero malalim.. maikli pero punung puno ng kahulugan,,, it's about political drama. One party triggers other party. everybody struggles to be on top, on who will be the last man standing. Of all these chaos are we still finding enuf time to deeply close our eyes and talk to HIM.. ?..I guess that no one can ever answer our questions except God himself..The thing is If we can only take some time to talk to him we can all make a difference. if we can only take some time to talk to him not only our votes will be counted but our voices as well... think about it... reflect..

good..? maybe not

2007-05-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

heloe, i'm trish. feel free to read some of my thoughts here on my super real blog ever.. (it's not that my friendster blog is fake ;p) btw really sorry on how my blog url turned out ( hahah ..i know that it sounds really pathetic. i got the idea from my advertising class. hehe...atleast i'm learning ;p hihi) i'll get rid of it somehow though. I've been wanting to have this blog ever since i start hearing this from people but don't really have the time. well, i do have all the time, it's just that i always get hit by laziness whenever i feel like starting one.

ok this is my first ever post on my first ever real blog.. hayyyz.. you guys might be expecting something nice coming out of my mind for a start but definitely i can't do that, not now, not at this moment. hayyyz... this day has been hell of a day for me!! grabeh.. !! i woke up early this morning (well not really early hehe,,, a little earlier from my usual wake up hour) only to hear these really harsh words coming straight from my mom's mouth.. huhu.. the words came crashing right into my head then into my heart.. well, i know that is not something to be taken seriouly. my sisters and i (even our dad too sometimes ;p) have been receiving dosages of what we call as "mental torture" as often as everday from her, nevertheless, we still love her so much. She's our friend and undoubtedly the best mom afterall. Although, sometimes i can't avoid getting pissed off on the way she talks as if we're the most irresponsible creatures in the whole wide world (w/c is partly true.. haha)I can't really deny the fact that she's a good mom. Just remove all the nagging and she's perfect. errrr.. maybe not.. don't remove the nagging... she'll still be perfect.. hehe ;p (this mom thing is really making me feel better now..:p) anyhow, i got home from my friend's house 5 hours ago. our barkada called an instant forum due to an overly sensitive issue involving 3 of my friends .. hayy,,,they all came fighting,nagging and all that,( huhu,, enuf with the nagging please).. actually i was an hour late so i don't really know what the hell had gone wrong among them..it's just that i'm so sad.. we've been friends since highschool and now what?.. they've all been fighting over some things that i'm not even aware of in the first place.. hhuhuh..well, it's my fault actually, i seldom go out wid them lately..hayyyzz... i'm completely losing tracks of my friends lives na pala without actually noticing it.. i'm so so outdated. I have a lot of catching up to do. .. anyhow, aun,, 2 of my friends fought and we ended up losing one.. sana naman ndi un permanent.. i really hope that we can all patch things up. i can't afford seeing our years-old-friendships falling apart. huhuh.. i just hate it when friends fight, wala lang i'm just so sad. the thing that i noticed in every arguments/fights/misuderstanding is that one way or another someone or both have to eventually give in. it's like peace and make up. you talk you listen you understand you forgive then forget everythin.. we can never be truly sorry without accepting our own mistakes db?.. cguro what was lacking on the argument that i had witnessed earlier was acceptance..sabi nga nala ang dali sabihin pero ang hirap naman panindigan.. sabi nga ng ate shi ko "ang sorry hindi ginagamit para pagtakpan ang mga pagkakamali mo, sinasabi yung salitang iyon kasi natanggap mo ang pagkakamali mo at natuto ka na huwag nang ulit ulitin ito" simpleng salita pero malalim.. she shared that to me 3 years ago. I don't have any idea on whether she still remembers sharing it to me or not but i still stick on that thought up to now.
.. nga pala.. i'm supposed to be at my boyfriend's gig this evening. hayy. ayun d na ko tumuloy, i chose to be with my friends over his gig.. i'm hapi kz super understanding ng bf koh.. hehehe .. hehe.. i promised him naman that i'll be with him tomorrow naman eh.. .

so till my next post...